Interesting times.

For the past whole month my flights have been pretty turbulent, always having to go through storms between Houston and Dallas. But I've learned to grow nerves of steel, because it's actually much safer than say, riding a roller coaster.

Exciting times right now. About to roll-off a project. Starting my MCPD certification testing which is actually kinda fun (already got one). There's also a couple of huge rumblings going on, but I must plea the fifth on those for now.


But one excitement I will mention is that I'm now shopping for bogu, aka armor. Not sure what to look for or how much to spend. Not a bother since this is company paid. Oh my God my brain is tingling. Don't you love it when that happens?

In need of a new country.

The Ku Klux Klan is largely populated by white protestants and often had members of political power. It is a good litmus for its mother, the United States of America. This great western power known as America is never mentioned in biblical prophecy. But I would not be in the least surprised to see the day when the U.S. of A reveals its true identity as the biblical beast of armaggedon lore. What else can you expect from a nation built upon the very evil notion of 'manifest destiny'? What truth could possibly come from a land born from lies, hate, and hidden agendas? I'm afraid this country that I hold citizenship and barely an allegiance to is fallen. It has twisted and perverted the name of the Christ through its vast, diverse, and corrupt church network. It publicly, knowingly, and shamelessly seeks for global supremacy, to control thinking, by using the political vehicle called democracy and in the name of disillusioned peace.

From the outside looking in, with our thinly veiled presence, we are righteous. We are a christian nation with a great system of checks and balances. We provide the most aid at a global scale. We offer the most safe, clean, and relatively tame living conditions compared to the rest of the world. This list is full of some good things.

But this sounds disturbingly too much like the anti-christ, whom will rise from among us and make itself look irresistible. I believe it will be hard, perhaps impossible for some, to deny this false christ. Real christ-followers will have a tough choice, a tough decision, but only if they see beyond the clouded pollution of lies. And if real christians do make the choice requiring inhuman courage, they will not enjoy the luxury, the convenience, nor the same kinds of commercial goods that this empire promises. What better land for the anti-christ to rise from than this country we call America? It's certainly something to consider and think about.

I understand the laziness in writing this. It is obvious that im revealing my hypocrisy. But I think at this point it's too late to hide that. I realize that not all churches on American soil is corrupt. But I believe that many churches are jaded and misled and misguided, and I certainly don't see us as blameless.

Surrendering

In another life I think I lived somewhere in Europe, like Greece or Italy.

Five months of bare-feet sliding and stomping is starting to take its toll. My feet hurt.

The atmosphere above the clouds sometimes reveal another layer of clouds above it so that the pure, turbulant air is trapped between two walls of fluffy, puffy, yet dangerous, cotton candy. It's a totally different world up there - another dimension.

Sometimes I think and wonder if this world would be a better place if we earthly creatures had the capacity to volunteer ourselves from it. If we had the ability to surrender our souls and leave our imperfect bodies at will. What a wonderful world that could be.