all in one month, my lease to my apartments comes to a close, my career in the games industry comes to an end, and the church i attend closes its doors. this is insane, just bloody insane!
my head is empty with feelings of blankness...except for this one trace of thought:
"What's the name of that lotion?"
my hands and arms smell of something wonderful and soothing. it might be lavender. this makes me wonder why i havent been to Bath & Body Works in such a while.
i need to make a point to shop there again.
Monday, January 30, 2006
Friday, January 27, 2006
life's adventure
What happens when you put 3 red, ripe strawberries, 4 plump blueberries, and 1 cup of pure apple-juice into a blender and steadily blend for 1 minute?
okay, that was a very very bad analogy - but a blended drink is kinda how i feel right now. i mean, there's gotta be a clear answer to why i'm here, in dallas, in the united states. or maybe im not suppose to be here. i guess the notion of not having a driving purpose of adding to my career like most people is what's getting me all psyched out. not that im psycho; although some people might think i am. but i'd like to believe and trust that where i go is where God leads me. otherwise i seriously doubt i could muster up any respectible amount of motivation.
someone i respect once told me that the adventures i seek in life are not the only adventures that God has to offer. the greater and more fulfilling adventure is going through life itself.
i held on to those words ever since.
Psalm 37:3-7.
okay, that was a very very bad analogy - but a blended drink is kinda how i feel right now. i mean, there's gotta be a clear answer to why i'm here, in dallas, in the united states. or maybe im not suppose to be here. i guess the notion of not having a driving purpose of adding to my career like most people is what's getting me all psyched out. not that im psycho; although some people might think i am. but i'd like to believe and trust that where i go is where God leads me. otherwise i seriously doubt i could muster up any respectible amount of motivation.
someone i respect once told me that the adventures i seek in life are not the only adventures that God has to offer. the greater and more fulfilling adventure is going through life itself.
i held on to those words ever since.
Psalm 37:3-7.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
a new vision
i consider this new computer i ordered as an investment. it is going to be the physical tool for my new career with my still-theoretical new company that is tentatively called Media Synthesis Production Cow Enterprises, Inc. it is my first AMD processor PC. but i do have these reservations, because somehow i know that i'd be happier being a waiter or a chef instead.
anyway, i came up with a list of alernative names:
Media Cow
Massive Cow
Massive Media Cow
Massive Cow Media
Stunning Cow
Stunning Cow Concepts
Stunning Cow Productions
Stunning Cow Creations
Stunning Creations
Media Creations
Creative Cows
...as you can see, im really stuck on cow.
anyway, i came up with a list of alernative names:
Media Cow
Massive Cow
Massive Media Cow
Massive Cow Media
Stunning Cow
Stunning Cow Concepts
Stunning Cow Productions
Stunning Cow Creations
Stunning Creations
Media Creations
Creative Cows
...as you can see, im really stuck on cow.
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