Losing weight.

I can't believe I lost 10 lbs. Never happened before other than the time I spent in Kenya.
Life is becoming colder. There's less of a spirit. For all intents and purposes, life without a spirit is dead. Today I see living as waking up to go to work. This is exactly how it is for most world citizens. It applies to all, more or less. It is not exclusive to us fat Americans. Yes we're fat, very fat, and in every way imaginable.

Today (or yesterday) another NASA probe landed on Mars. It landed closer towards the north pole this time, in search for life, or remnants of it. For the first time in my life I am hopeful that they find something rather than hoping for the opposite. I think I'm wishful this way because then the universe will not be so cold and sterile anymore. This has nothing to do with God and His creation. This has everything to do with creation and the universe. Very different things.

Enough blabber for now.

Surviving through 2012

In 2012 I will be 35 years old. For almost 30 years I have welcomed adventure and have been able to deal with life's challenges. I have lived life thus far with great appreciation for nature and mankind. I have been fairly optimistic about life, about family, and a comfortable death.

But today I am terrified beyond description. In fact I can say that I am completely shocked and mortified by fear which is measured by cosmic proportions. I now know what it really means to be helpless. And things are starting to make a little more sense now.

I have some news for my readers, if there are any. If you are mentally and spiritually weak then I don't recommend you read further. I have news that may or may not come to pass. I hope and I pray to God that this news will never happen. But, like I mentioned before, it all makes sense, and there is no reason why this can't be, unless the evidence was forged.

For just one hour I dare you to keep an open mind. Be honest with yourself. What you are about to gain here, whether for good or for bad, is merely a theory. It is a theory backed by alleged scientific study and reasoning. There is nothing that is obviously supernatural about it. It is perfectly harmonious with prominent ancient prophecies, including the Holy Bible in full.

Be warned, as you might have figured out by now, that my news to you is a "doomsday" event. If this causes you to turn away now - more power to you. Ignorance is bliss. If you proceed, then take heart, for I believe mankind will survive. And when mankind has survived, I believe it will enter a new age, it's Golden Age, just as the prophets of the Bible and Native American folklore foresaw.

The link is below. Do watch all 5 videos in consecutive order. Enjoy them for they're worth.
And have peace.

http://2012planetx.com/videos/survivng/index.shtml#2

A Time Capsule

The following entry was written late last night.

Today I had a little too much caffeine throughout the day. So hereI am, at 3 am
in the morning, with no sleep coming to me. It is times like these when my mind
is the most clear, when it is the most sane.

Right now I feel like writing a poem, but I won't give it a title. Strangely it's poetry like this that are the most piercing and the most telling. I wonder now if in the distant future if I will remember what this was all about.

~
Silence stilleness abundant,
Timeless lessons taunting forever;
Fleeting memories never fade,
History etched fabric made.

Boundless planets distant strangers,
Hopeless sharing ruling sun;
Deep hollow dying star,
End existence eternally far.
~