Tuesday

How can you tell if an event or a series of events is caused by God or Devil?
How do you know if what you go through is a testing or a tempting?
And how does one learn that what is experienced is because of his own doing?
Am I being paranoid to think the Devil is after me on my every step and on every turn of a corner?
Should I be?

today i lost a court case. i know i didn't deserve the penalty, but i paid the price anyway, because that is what the law says. i have one more court appearance and i should be done for the year. i don't like getting tickets. such a pain in my fingertips, between the nail and the skin, right underneath, where it hurts.

i came home for lunch. i guess i should go make it and eat before i should go again. a couple of more months and i'm out of this rat hole....i mean cock roach hole.