Surviving through 2012

In 2012 I will be 35 years old. For almost 30 years I have welcomed adventure and have been able to deal with life's challenges. I have lived life thus far with great appreciation for nature and mankind. I have been fairly optimistic about life, about family, and a comfortable death.

But today I am terrified beyond description. In fact I can say that I am completely shocked and mortified by fear which is measured by cosmic proportions. I now know what it really means to be helpless. And things are starting to make a little more sense now.

I have some news for my readers, if there are any. If you are mentally and spiritually weak then I don't recommend you read further. I have news that may or may not come to pass. I hope and I pray to God that this news will never happen. But, like I mentioned before, it all makes sense, and there is no reason why this can't be, unless the evidence was forged.

For just one hour I dare you to keep an open mind. Be honest with yourself. What you are about to gain here, whether for good or for bad, is merely a theory. It is a theory backed by alleged scientific study and reasoning. There is nothing that is obviously supernatural about it. It is perfectly harmonious with prominent ancient prophecies, including the Holy Bible in full.

Be warned, as you might have figured out by now, that my news to you is a "doomsday" event. If this causes you to turn away now - more power to you. Ignorance is bliss. If you proceed, then take heart, for I believe mankind will survive. And when mankind has survived, I believe it will enter a new age, it's Golden Age, just as the prophets of the Bible and Native American folklore foresaw.

The link is below. Do watch all 5 videos in consecutive order. Enjoy them for they're worth.
And have peace.

http://2012planetx.com/videos/survivng/index.shtml#2

A Time Capsule

The following entry was written late last night.

Today I had a little too much caffeine throughout the day. So hereI am, at 3 am
in the morning, with no sleep coming to me. It is times like these when my mind
is the most clear, when it is the most sane.

Right now I feel like writing a poem, but I won't give it a title. Strangely it's poetry like this that are the most piercing and the most telling. I wonder now if in the distant future if I will remember what this was all about.

~
Silence stilleness abundant,
Timeless lessons taunting forever;
Fleeting memories never fade,
History etched fabric made.

Boundless planets distant strangers,
Hopeless sharing ruling sun;
Deep hollow dying star,
End existence eternally far.
~

The night sky.

Tonight's night sky was near perfect. There were traces of soft clouds that were smothered across the sky with a dark twilight backdrop with no visible moon. Not sure where the moon was, but i wasn't looking for it. Instead, there were vivid twinkling stars, one of which was bright orange.

This is the kind of sky that evoke the emotions of the conscious, the dreams of the subconscious, and mysteries of the spirit. There is a momentary timelessness that only comes in small bursts, then quickly fades away. And so it is then, when i'm staring at the starry night sky for no good reason, that I feel mortal and that time is running out.